backto-mine.

I'm getting better now. Thank God. :)

and hell yeah, I'm on my new shits. Oooh!! I gotta clean up my profile here. Remove unwanted things. Life is so much different now, but I'm way too happy. Before I leave, I wanna share this video clip... mcm gerek je...

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im trying my best to move on but ....

i try to pretend that im moving on but deep down i dont want...

i try to show that im strong to go tru but deep down im too weak for this...

i try to show you that i am moving on w someone but deep down thats not me.

i feel like i am hypocrite.

:'(

i want us to back like what we used to be. i miss you so.. :'(

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its over.

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good morning all.. i'm otw to HTA for my 2 weeks course. im currently using blogpress.. mcm gerek je.. can blog while im travelling.. cool kan?! jakun! its been awhile since i met bf.. its like 3-4 days alrd.. hopefully this weekend i get to meet him. thats all cos im sleepy..

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things falling apart. i don't know where it went wrong.
i'm insecure, i'm paranoid and all the negative thoughts.
sighs.

i hope i can pull it through. Insya'allah.

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I got so many things wanna share but so lazy to update. Don't know how to start.. and I guess I got many photos to upload and share but I think nobody's gonna read my blog. Hahaha!

Finally my kakak sedara blissfully married with her husband last Saturday. It was simple but alhamdulillah everything went smoothly. Last till eternity babe!

Okay, I deactivate my fb, IDK but I'm just not into it lately. No worries I will activate back my fb but not now laaa.. haha! Just received a call from Dzul, he's coming to my place soon. Actually he just had an accident yesterday. But nothing serious, BUT STILL!! I'm just to worry about his safety now.. :( he had minor abrassions. Fast recovery baby!

And I'm on long leave..until 6 July. 11 days off.. take a break from worklife. I need to clean my room, cos sekarang da mcm anjing branak kucing. beserak! Even my wardrobe damn messy with the clothes all pile up. So I will do it on my 1st off which is on this Friday. Muahahaha! Lazy okay!

Anyway I rent a car from Amanda's, and excited to drive around but still need to brush up after 6 months of not getting my hands on the steering wheel. I got the habit to drive slowwww.. How can.. Hahaha! Tomorrow will be meeting Boovy, Sue and Nil and after that need to return back the car by 5.30pm. But before that I need to drop off my Dad at SGH, he need to go for minor operations or surgery, about his eyes.

While waiting for Dzul to come, why dont I help my mum to sweep the floor and tidy up the house. Will come back and share the whatever photos I have.

LATER. :)

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Long time no blog.. I thought what.. Hahaha! CRAP!!

I'm being random but I miss my friend, Fiizah. She is going to give birth anytime soon. And I can't wait for her new baby. It's a boy and Fiizah already had a name for him. Faster faster!! Just met her few days back and went to Town with her friend, went for dinner and basically just walk around the vicinity. And I started to miss her plus she stay opp my blk. Meaning I can chui her. Hahaha!

Anyways, I've been busy lately with work and friends and family and of course the Boy. Almost everyday spend my day with him. Never ever cross my mind that I will regret choosing you & I never feel this blessed before. I do happy with my life right now with what I do and what I choose and WITH WHAT I HAVE. Plus the blessing we get from my parents. Alhamdulillah. :) I LOVE YOU RAJA DZULHISYAM. I wanna be there for you always sweetheart.

The jiwang part is over now.....the 2nd part...

I'm planning to go Bali this October, clearing my leave.. Off to Bali with my Boy. The easiest person that can bring along. Tak banyak ragam. Hahahaha! But still haven't check the flight and hotel. Anyway it is just a planning.

Cousin's wedding its like few weeks coming, plan to rent a car for the occasion and taking the weekend package. Gonna call her real soon to book.

What else I wanna blog? I guess my life now is not fully into blogspot cos I have twitter, do follow me there, BACKTOMINE.

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