.Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 7:15 PM❤
I will be back, soon. Stay tuned.
:)
.Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 11:08 PM❤
okay, I feel sucky.. Why?
I cut my hair laa... For the sake of 'ns' at hta for 6 mths.. Trainee officer...
Well, life is so much better.. Fucking better that I don't need to worry abt anything. No bf, no stressing!! 2 pay come in 1 mth, woooo!! Best orh! One good thing is I can wash my eyes at camp. Soo the best gitu... Lol!! But I'm on training la..and I'm the youngest person in the squad! :)
Kk, my lappy is sick and I'm gonna send it like few weeks time.
And my birthday is coming, 10 DECEMBER..and Im gg to 'enjoy' it in camp. :(
Thats it, I'm tired. But I miss my NYDIAH SYAQILAH, SO MUCH!! kite jumpe soon!! Plss!!
Here's my pic, friends are making fun of me.. I know I look like a boy/amah/hensem/butch tuh sumeeee.. THANKSSS!!
okay tu muke burok amah aku!
nomore blogging for now. :)
.Thursday, November 05, 2009 @ 10:42 AM❤
Hey, so hyper today. Wake up so early when mum asked my help to hang the clothes. And I did, fold the clothes, and even sweep the house. & here Iam blogging.
Meeting my friends later, we gonna check in early. But before tt, I need to find myself a simple outfit for tonight, I know it's not a big event but we always do like this when comes to club. Lol, but it's very very wrong to do it at the last min. & I'm yet to do anything, or plan anything. What I managed to do was survey online which club is better and cheaper on Thurs night. Somehow, I never looking forward for tonight. Errm, I don't know what is bothering me.. Oh shit!
And I'm having off today till Sunday due to some reasons why I'm taking so many days off but unfortunately, things happened before I manage to do something tt consider sweet, nvrmd. The luck wasn't on me.
:(
.Wednesday, November 04, 2009 @ 11:24 PM❤
Pay come in! Yeay!
Was so tired, and having headache during work time. I was late when I reached work, kinda happy to receive my cheque. Now it's the time for me to relax for moment. Had BK for lunch with Sue. Rain come and go while working, while q-ing to cash out pay..
Like finally I alrd ordered itouch online with free engraving with DAYAH DIBEE backto-mine :) Woohooo!! Like ages since I wanted tt, ordered some sexy dress online too, asos.com with the help of Solihin. And he ordered like 11 items for himself! Lol, crazy! I was killing time while waiting to go back and talking to Puspa when 2 customers left, so I decided to clear the table when I found out tt they forgot their pack of ciggarettes, so lucky me. I'm not a fan of smoker so I took and gave few to my friends the rest all mine! Lol!
After work, went to Mustafa Center with In, I bought Casio gold watch with diff pattern and more cheaper. Think hard should I or shouldn't..but like, I wanted tt type, so just grabbed, after few rounds of finding hp for In's mum thr, he gave up and walked down the road to find the black one. So after the 2nd shop, he decided to buy.. :)
Went home so happily but still the pain in my head didn't go. Hmm... It's killing me.
Okay tmrw guys, don't forget a date with me. Club, Zirca, Butter Factory or St James? Too bad Rebel close every thurs.. Hmmm!!
It's over, there's nothing to talk or sorry for. Goodnight.
.Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 7:16 PM❤
Since few days I had proper meal and finally I cooked curry fish for family yesterday. Sedapppp okay!!
Yesterday was fun working with Im, Puspa and Aisha, and thats the only staffs + manager working on night shift include Id, but Id wasn't in kaki gerek cos he totally
gedebab boom hiaakdush pakkk pakkk pakkk phuiii nye kind of person. Masok kiri kluar kanan, so bo layan la kan! He's out from kaki gerek...!
We were kinda busy after Puspa left for her break. So the kanchong but still under control, hehe! Were playing ard at bar when Im suddenly said not to play ard when busy. Walauwei, busy salah tk busy pon slh, why?? But still we play ard but not at the bar, we do it on floor and inside office. Aisha totally a real joker, she act like retarded girl working on floor, so fucking funny tt she act infront of customers. Talking abt customers, I wanna tell a story. Yesterday there's a group of 6 ladies dine in and we are having this UOB promotions, like spend 15$ and get voucher on complimentary dessert with every purchase of hot/cold beverage. And they just gave Aisha, me and Puspa a hard time, why? Cos they want 3 vouchers. So if they want 3 vouchers they got to spend like 45$, instead of spending 45$ they made an order tt cost 30+ equals to 2 vouchers, but die2 want to have 3.. Aisha was so fucking confused tt she walked in and out from the office trying to calcute for them and explaining to them. After 15mins, we went back trying to explain, still again, degil nak mampos but manage to settle. ;) Then one of this ladies said, "Can I have 6 glasses of ice water, we so thirsty discussing abt the vouchers." See, pasal voucher, kiasu drg semcm, mcm cacat gitu.. And it happened to me too till i bring along a big calculator to show and count for them.
But was fun la, Puspa with her 'setan & sial'... Aisha with her 'cacat moves' drive me crazy. Id, his natural malas makes me pissed off.. & I was the last one to reach home. 3 am! Yang best tuh, still can online cos I'm off today and tmrw. :)
But doing nothing just housework and infront of comp since 1pm..& guess what? I haven't taken my shower yet. LOL. Pengotor sia Dayah!!!
Okay, itouch coming soon like 3 days. cannot wait alrd.. Want to browse ard..
I had a nice chat yesterday night with David, telling him how I feel right now, and w/o realise, there's tear welling up in my eyes..and he's finally thr for me..talking and advising me. I miss him much it's like almost a week since we met due to tight schedule I have for this week, prolly next week we'll see. I just need like a full day with u..For dinner or movie. Anw, I wanna catch This is it....but don't know when siaaa....
Okay this is it now, gdbye! Nak makan la..nak mandi jgk.
.Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 12:52 AM❤
Today, me feeling soo sleepy that I went overboard till Joo Koon instead to Pioneer, no problem cos 1 stop away. So panic but pretend nothing happen, what to do so tired, everynight infront of lappy. Doing nothing but bloghopping. Lol, luckily tmrw I'm on night shift. Tired!! Anw, went to Bugis with Puspa right after work, again we complain and talk rubbish..talk abt how can start a fire at cc, HV. Buat malu je!!
ITOUCH IN 5 DAYS TIME! Dress/top for club later yet so far..
Life is just envy abt me wanting to have some relaxing time, alone.
Things wasn't get any better the way I wanted. In fact, worst!
First, my mum fell down outside her workplace when she's walking back home. And I was not thr to help her and of course I feel sorry for her. But she complain too much, this and tt. Went for her xray and again I wasn't thr to accompany her and suddenly I feel like, "aku ni anak ape??" never think abt her mum. SHIT! This shouldn't be happening. And later I heard, my mum need big money for next mth, like.... So all this while, I'm the only daughter who support u? How abt abg?? Seriously it's not far, like I'm the only one who carrying this burden..whereas the other brothers?? So I keep myself shut so I won't be hurting my parents feelings eventhough I know it hurts me too.
Nowadays, I'm not on the bright side, many things tt affect me. WORK, FAMILY, LIFE, RSHIP. So fucking stress but yet, I keep quiet..
David wasn't thr when I need him so bad, I can't be bother to call or sms cos it never works. I know there's no point for me to stay, but I stay for the sake of LOVE. He's not the type of person who cares. Anw, he's not gg to be my future, so no worries. If he will, we gg to compromise everything and fix the spoilt part. Walauwei!! Why I'm talking abt this when I'm only 19 gg to 20? But I never deny, he's the only one my lovely boyf even he sucks at time. Lol!!
And yaaaa!! Planning to hit club next friday, Rebel or Butter Factory?? Errm, both?? Planning with C.C staffs.\ plus my bf. David, we will go!!!
CHARGE MY ENERGY, TMRW WITH KAKI GEREK, PUSPA, AISHAH, IM AND ME? YEAYYY!!
Gdnight!
.Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 12:46 AM❤
Promise you guys for a proper update right?
Well, let's start from errmmm...
Went out to meet Ciasha again, hang out at Pioneer Mall, right after work and she brought along Erli, her bestfriend back in primary school. That was my first time talking to stranger like kwn baek gitu. We had a fun time, gossiping abt Erli's crush/bf laughing trying to picture how does he looks like, playing with his name. So funny to think back!! Especially with this malay plum guy sitting just a few tables from us at Mac, he keep looking at me and smiling! Damn..ape aku buat sampai he keep turning and smile??! Ape case??
Again, work is as tiring like hell, running here and thr. Campak sane sini.. I took it cos I need to earn money. Of cos la kan.. Ok, I was pretty late just now, supposed to come at 10 but woke up at 9.20.. Panic strike! But yet I still had my breakfast fixed! And halfway when Lien called asking if I can help to cover shift at TB, I said yes when actually I found out tt I forgot to bring money! Ape ke heh?!! But still I made it to TB with coinssssss! Pffftt!
I miss Sue alot, eversince she has a bf, she almost forget abt me, maybe this is one of the reason I wanted to leave this job so much, so I won't be facing this sucky feeling anymore. Come and go with bf sending and fetching until tt she didn't realise tt our fship is drifting. Spending more time on bf and taking work lightly.. Almost like every week I got this shitty feeling but I try my best not to let my feeling come over. 3 is a crowd, i know. It sucks to feel this way. Anw, she's on honeymoon period, let it be, may she happy with what she chose and I will be happy for her. I guess next time find a bf who doesnt own any transport so tt we can spend time more besides than working together. Thats why I need u to take day off for all of us, include bfs. But she will always be my close friend. I just hope things get better..
I'm being fake with a smile thr, deep down I miss her! Cheeettt! Da mcm lesbian pulak!
Went to meet David yesterday, kinda miss him alot after a week of procrastinating myself not to see him even I miss him so much! Sheessh! So decided to see him and went out for our late dinner, we were agruing abt whr to eat and what to eat. As it's getting late, most of the restaurants alrd closed. He made up his mind and pulled my hand to Scape Park, Kopitiam. Had fried rice, very spicy. I chose cos he chose tt. Lol, lame eh Dayah?
I love this picture, but sadly David don't. ): Is this the hint of he's getting boring?
Errm, I still love him though! (the moments at Clarke Quay)
I need to see my THY BITCHES!! I miss them real badly how I wish I can hug them! Kwang3!! Sun-kissed la!! And I'm counting to my pay day cos I need itouch more than I need David, now. Lol, just kidding!
And tmrw, kaki gerek keje same shift, gdnight. 8 hours again! WORKAHOLIC la!
