hahha stupid me!! im finally realised dat imma cry baby. hahaha. gembeng!!i cried alot todae n yesterdae..
its hard fur me to trust ppls... frans....i scared dat it may repeat again...n after i let out evrytg to my schoolmate, faz..i totali relieved!! went back to class frm my 20 mins break n suddenly i break down n cry in fronts of my mates...was malu!!but...until wen i will b continuing like this....coz..for so long ive been waiting to share my probs with but i dun noe whu i can turn to...suddenly faz asked me to sit with him.. n we tok, tok, tok n tok... till all my gfs left me... so we share alots of opinions... changing views n more... asking personal bkgrd...about relationship, fwenship family... im glad to have nice fran like him even we r nt in the same class...errm... den my gfs asking me wat happen.. im telling the truth... dey smile i smile dey laugh i laugh dey joke i joke.... but dey dun noe insyde of me.. im DEEPLY HURT. i dun noe if i can really trust ppls dis tym... i guess i have to... i have to learn to trust ppls... but im SCARED.
n suddenly wir came n gave me a hugged n im so touched.. dyla msg-ed me saying behind your smile i know ders are sorrows, behind your laughter i know der are tears but i want you to know that behind you is me who will always be there for you.. TRUST me.. U can count on me weneva u're in need.....im so touched n cried!! i have to learn to trust ppls.comon dayah kau bole nye!!
went to clementi central... to accompany fatin to deposit her money...den while we waiting fur her...a guy approached us n ask to sign up for the new atm card for free... ahaha so we the jakons buat la.. kecoh rabak!! ahaha..den ate rojak kat kedai kopi thks fatin blanje kite sume mkn...den g jln2 jap tgk2 bras n panties n hps. hahaha!! wok back all the way to skul..toking shit under the hot sun!!! ahahha.. sweating as if jus finish our 2.4 km hahaha!!! went to PIE lesson late.. we can go n play internet!! sudenly rahzuan ask..wat hapen to me... i told him evrytg..he said u can trust me.. im ur fran..aniwae im 1 yr younger den u..so trust me... hahha... thks wan fur being der fur me too.. but we r so early to trust each other...but i dat doesnt me i hate u or wat.. cume i need tym.... so frans thks fur being der fur me. (= thks again.
went hume with aisyah, wir, fatin, shahreen n shabbir... kecoh satu bus tu mcm biase.. suare aisyah jek lebeh.. ahahha!! orite tomorow gonna be las day at my skull... holidae is cuming my way!!! but im not so like luking furward to the holidaes coz im goin to miss my franss!!! totali miss dem!! :(
i made up my mind dat im goin to OVERNITE.... my mum allow me.. thks aniwae!! lup ya.. i promise u to take care of myself... i promise u. im so luking furward fur dat day. make sure we will enjoy n let it be the most sweetest memory.=) I♥goodbye
