again! the new day of the week. fcuking tired. dragged my asre to scul even i really tired!!! n im late again. abt 20 mins jek..errm..nydiah wasnt here. she will b late n wat makes me boils is today lesson end at 10.. fcuker! bloody shit!! haisss!
all projects submitted xcept for the cdp... have to finish up the project today.. haiss! its rainin here...n im enjoying the aircon. i wish to watch HEART film. ive watched the 2nd part jek.. n i have to do sum catch up with the latest movie, especially the STEP UP! its abt dance la..
dis part, its hard for me to let out here. but i dun noe y i feel so left out.. i mean not with the frans but.. enta ehk.. i guess my frans didnt notice the pain im going tru now. i mean i dun seek for pityness here.. but i jsut nid sumone to share this prob here.. n i dun noe who i can turn too.. n all the problems, sorrow, pain, happyness, laughters, tears all was written in my diary...im trying my best jsut to furget it.. pendek kate.. jsut nid sumone shoulder to cry on?? yaa.. really. enough of the emotional session..make couple of frans nowadays. shud have la!
friday nite hit the esplanade. n it is quite a long time i didnt went der.. expected to meet wir at 5.30..but she was late due to aisyah tagging along too...so end up waiting dem till 6.35.. met wir`s fav fran, budiman. hahah! asking me her new number. he took down my number too.. allah!! met my block neighbour.. for so long i didnt see him... he with his frans sitting at the contrl station. n i guess he didnt noe dat im one of the block neighbour.. ahahah!so back to the meeting.. i was nagging alot! coz ive been waiting for dem like 50 mins?? haha so tkpe.. went to meet nydiah.. lagk she the worst! scolding2 kite.. hahaha. rilek la.. bukn kite buir cume kite lmbt jek.. rite? haha..rilek2... we tok alots.. n camwhores alot!from water to song to beach to bla bla bla.. reached home 10 plus.. i got curfew btw. n ya i enjoyed myself..
SATURDAY went to johor with my dad`s side familie. dey called us to rewang masak n overnite at the hse, gelang patah. wen to kit mart. very besar! wanted to buy shoes skali no size. maderfcuker! ckp jek..pilih2 got sizes.. bile mtk tkde.. bought ice cream, roti john, rau.. eat2.. haha..ok n i didnt noe that he one of my dad relatives. once he was in the newpaper on january 2004 regarding abt his child death. its a very sad story. n yet the pic of his child was published for the front page. wun elaborate more. so the wedding was very happening. cucu raja sultan were der.. dey wore very simple clothes not like others la..yang nk glamour2, mekap setebal mungkin drg nak. haha.. very kecoh! we snapped picx again..but with dem. ahaha.. its tok ghani`s 2 children who marry.. one couple wearing purple the other wan wearing pink.. he got 10 children. the 2 died so left 8.. 2 of dem are ladys n the rest all bois.. dey were very2 nice towards me. one the bois tok to me like da lame da kenal.. hahaha.. he asked me to taste his cookings. n i tell u dis my first time eating the food. egg with inside chicken dat been potong with the ketchup outside?? n its nice. lame! but i dun noe hw to elaborate so tkpe.. u dun noe i noe.hes the onli bois who wanted to tok to me due to all my dad side seme abg sdare adek sdare. got no ger. n the siblings dun want to tok to me too.. its was their first time seeing my face at the hse n was my first time seeing their family. huge family! ahaha.supposed to b back in town by 4 but waited the van until 7 plus.. seme da mate ngantok. reached home bath.. minom tdo! hahaha..overall i enjoyed la...
to my frans, sorry i didnt reply ur msges or answer the kor.. im too tired la.. n i wanted catch up with my rest! niary abis cepat so balek ruma bole tdo..!nope!! cannot almost forgotten, my PROJECT. las min !! aiyyyaa!! I♥goodbye
