urrgh.. i hate my life for now.
having sleepless nights... crying to sleep... i hate it so much...
y i have to go thru dis...wondering.
life isnt wat i used to think/expect..in fact it turns other way.
this is no name for what im feeling.there is no description for it.
to call it yearning would be like calling the ocean water.
there has been an earthquake in my life.
so sick and tired of getting heartbreaks. sooo sick!
my family will be on holiday to batam. except me n abg jek. my grandma goin to mine.. she will be staying till my family come back. my bibik balek ruma dye.. haizz.. luckily i got my job..get myself busy so tt i won't think too much abt the pain im going tru. i will miss my family especially my younger brother. nobody to hug and kiss.. errmm.. :(
today im totally emo. but, my bestie is always thr for me...she trying her best to cheer me up..ooh soo sweet rite?
work.work.work! today work. getting my pay. * fingers crossing* i need cash real bad!
thnks nydiah for the esprit perfume. pay u tmrw.
I♥goodbye 
