settled. i thought he wont care anymore about me. the way he text me its like haflheartedly. i was in doubts...really. i didnt think too much & text him to be stay friends which i hate it, cos am serious. i LOVE him. i really care abt him. but the thing is i hate the way he treat me. sucks!
got to know tt he having a hard time which i really dont know. not bcos of i dont want to know. just tt i dont know how to ask. its more to keep to myself. im so sorry tt i acted tt way to u.
ok the bad news is he MAY go back in Dec or to UK...i really don't want him to go. just stay ur 2 yrs & half here with me. please ah. really. i cant afford to see u go..
but...
if u love someone, just let it go...if he comes back, he's the one.
got to see him last saturday. i was overjoyed wen he said he really love to see me. went to town. had our lunch, window shopping & talk..talk..talk.. i miss tt. serious. i feel like i want to be in ur arms.haha!
anyways thanks for the bag IK. muacks! btw she didnt get angry just like pissed off a bit. aftertt we alight at tiong bahru, sent me off & he went to meet his frans.
yesteday was ok2.. went to aunt's... got small occasion.. kenduri cum bday small celebration. hahaha! 4 good news for my grandma.
she will be having 4 new people in our family. & one them is my bro's gf..they will be GETTING ENGAGED. really I DON'T LIE. :)
i miss him. i miss my bantal busok(bolster) & i miss nydiah. (she's next to me but never talk) hahaha! do own stuffs.
&& I WILL BE LOOKING FOR JOB. after my paper. I♥goodbye
