I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don’t bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok

But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I’m doin’ It

It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowingWhat could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

(Not seeing that loving you)

That’s what I was trying to do

don't know what to blog. the previous post was crap! tt was from dorothy.

ya everybody fart! hahah!

ok last friday, catch a movie, 27 dresses. was last minute thing.

asking nydiah to come along. but she have to work. errrm....

went to causeway point as su live at khatib & dorr at serangoon.

it would be far if they have to come to jurong point. we catch the 5.15 pm..

bought the tickets first...su was late. skali saw kumara sent her. so sweet..! awww! haha

this part a little bit funny,

we already being seated, dorr with cardigan on her & cross legs.haha!

when a bunch of indian ladies approached us & saying tt we took their seats.

dorr not happy & said mayb their in wrong cinema. somemore watching the

same movie. so we checked the tickets with those ladies. hahah!

WE ARE IN WRONG CINEMA!!! hahahah!

so fucking embarrassed & left the place immediately.

& coincidence its the same movie! ahaha

grab our dinner at banquet, bought new diary for myself. this is my 6th diary btw.

went home straight away. halfway fiq text me.. i don't even bother to reply.. urrgh!

sat: went to west coast park with family w/o my elder bro. he's working...

it was a family gathering. all of them attended & all were late!

& all of them including my grandma sleep over. bringing 4 tents..

but as for my family, we didnt sleep over. it will be troublesome for me.. & more i didnt bring anything with me. reached home almost midnight.

the next morning woke up quite late. very tired.& sundays sucks! stay home, doing

my stuffs, changing the curtains, sweep the floor, clean my mirror & stuffs! :(

ok enough of my stuffs.

to IK: nydiah, suzy & the footballer all fine. thanks for tt. hope u doing great too.

p.s: tmrw will be ik's bday...