good morning. just came back from fire drill training. they released us within 10 mins. like ya Allah! da la panas2 terik...trn mcm nk rak beh tk sampai 10 min suro naek balek... i was so fed up!
tmrw got paintball teambuilding. its at orchid country club. 9-5 pm. but must be in school by 7.45...??!! i dont think so i cant get up so early.. & more, it must be in long sleeve and jean.. ni yg leceh! i sweat alot.. then how to wear long sleeve. im allergic to long sleeve! hahaha!
this friday will be going to my cousin's. she asked to teach her children.ok la.. i'll be thr! its at tampines! hahaa! tuh yg lenget!
btw, i went for ndp motivator thing last sat & they said wait till we get their sms-es..to let us know either we got it or not.. but i wish to join! hahaha! tk sbr la pulak!
OJ is organizing gathering again, this time having dinner together. its on 7 march.i dont know if i cant make it. still considering. but fatin said by hook or crook, must attend tt.. im totally broke now! not a dime! still thinking, should i go or just let it go. asked to postpone but yus & akhbar soon going to NS. urrh! i don't know!
since a long time i didnt have a long chat with barak. so yesterday i called him and talk. talking about my problems.. asking for advice and opinions. so he said just ignore it. ive been so hurt when i heard tt, someone said, my opinions towards guys still harsh.. am i? she asked for opinion so i let her know what should she do.. bla bla bla.. but end up saying, im too harsh. behind my back. w/o even a thanks. urrh! if u know, im harsh, then y u asked it from me? ya im no good in r/ship... i told u what i thinks.. im sooo pissed off..i mean, kalo kau da tahu aku ni bodoh dlm bende tuh, jgn la crite and asking from me...i don't wish to know pon...im not going to bother! i know, our f/ship is getting cold. & i dont wanna make any effort, coz i know tt im unappreciated. she picks me when she needs. & now, im taking barak's words and im doing it.
btw thanks barak! i'll call u tonight.
im happy to see nydiah is doing good! keep on doing it gal! chey da mcm ape pulak! hahaha!
