sometimes, i realised tt i let go a few of opportunities in my life. :( have you heard, opportunities come once in your lifetime? a bit of regretting.
Starting over it's so hard. Seems like everywhere I try to go, I keep thinking of you.
seriously, i don't know whats happening to me. ive been feeling like this a few days back. i wanted to move on, but somehow i do still love him. i know, there's no point waiting for him, cos he's no longer in this country. but to get rid of him it's sooo hard. and it's already getting to 6 months im doing w/o him. i have to move on.
i've been having this crush with a guy next block. and he's younger than me. lately, we trying to get close, contact each other, rapping on the phone. i do like him, but it's not a love feeling..i don't want to mix up with this feeling.
seek advise from nydiah, she said not to force myself. not to rush in everything, take it slow.. thanks for the advise. and finally she came to sch. =) i miss her sooo much!
i think i got sleeping problem. insomnia! haha! i don't know why it's hard for me to sleep. and i will wake every 2 hrs.. errrm, need sleeping pill maybe? I♥goodbye
