i dont feel like gg for the teambuilding at ecp later at 1pm... the rest is not gg and nydiah too..she has to work.. its like only 5-10 students only tt gg..
tomorrow is my ndp preview. i cant wait for the day and tt will be the last day of rehearseal too and soon, its national day. but hafiz not gg, he got dance comp...and again i will be gg alone to clementi. its not fun w/o him.. hah!
i told u tt i'll stop gg to gym right? but, yesterday we went to gym! haha!! actually, we decided to lepak but end up si aisyah changed plan wanted to jog at the stadium. so i wait for under my blk and we walk to the stadium, and halfway while we walk, aisyah like "Dayah! ade bola la! mcmane nk lari nie?! aku tk bawak botol!" and we like spent few mins thinking of some ways how to jog with my shoe bag! and finally.... she asked "go gym? kau ade brape? i need 2o cents more!" and me, "arh...i bring my everything except money! aku tk cukop 70 cents..!" and i decided to rush home and get her water bottle and myself money... and as we walk, we see a group of banglas sitting here and thr near to every block...at the corner also.. and she starting to crack jokes abt them!real joker!! so, we went to the gym... and we almost spent our time till the closing. hahaha! like, asl aku ni smangat glr ehk...!and aisyah busy watching chinese drama at the gym.. haha! i only did 1.2km since i already covered 2.4km earlier tt day at sch...
i decided this. im not gg to bother... i just leave it like usual.. he with his life and me with my own world.. and it so sad to admit tt each day we started to grow apart.. im not gg to shed tears for what had happened. sometimes, i envy my friends.. they got what they want, they got great bfs...heading better life and evrything tt nice! i think i should be like them.. heading better life too..w/o him.. i know, i dont fall for him cos i didnt cry when he nvr call, i didnt cry when he nvr msg, i didnt cry when we fight, i didnt cry when i miss him, and i didnt cry when he hurt me... afterall deep inside i know, he's not the one.. & i 'll nvr start over again..
