when he's was not here for me,tts when i really knew how much i needed him. needed him so much tt physically hurt, i loved him so much tt i was scared some nameless harm would come to him and afraid tt he was gg to forget me, tt i would drift to very edge of his life and my love and the missing would all count for nothing.
met him yesterday and it was like ages since we met.it was a last min thing. i received few miss calls and few msges from him.. asking to meet him under my blk.. ok, frankly the first time i saw him..all i could do is smile... urrh.. but deep inside i wanted to ask all those questions tt ive been keeping..as per normal, try to catch things quick! since he has to be at his workplace by 5..
see, how much i miss guy next block... :)
i saw FARID KAMIL(REMP-IT) AND INTAN LADYANA(PUTERI)! how lucky am i to see him.. it was coincidence. went to johor with mum, aidil and andri. hopped to city square...thanks mum! for the shoes and backpack! i love you! ok i got the chance to shake their hands! haha! and got their autograph done! :)
mostly busy with the NE show..from 12 till 9.30pm.. every sat..fucking tired, but im looking forward to have the fun with my ndp friends.. i just cant wait for this sat. hah!
i miss changing the blogskin..
last fri went to slack ard my area with dayah and zizah. it was like a few yrs we didnt meet and i dont know what dream that suddenly they wanna meet me.. and worst, i was sleeping, so i just woke up clean my face and brushed teeth. went to pioneer mall, buy light bulb for my dad. and acc them to withdraw the bucks, they bought themselves rokok.. went to Mac to get what we want... halfway thru, saw shabbir with his friend and i saw another dayah, my pri schmate.. she was with her boyf i think...having their dinner.. ok we were chit chat abt lives, work, sch, bfs... and more... and coincidence we saw faizul and jalilah..they wanted to lepak with sue.. and i was so eager to meet her! finally the day was here! haha. kinda miss her so much.. end up going home late! but hell ya! i got the fun! :)
