ive been having dreams few days back.. same person but diff stories. and it kinda scaring to me..when i awake, this kind of feeling haunt me.. i dont know if i wanna cry or what. but for sure its an uneasy feeling.. im trying to get the msg, but me myself cant get it. they say dream is just a mainan tido..but i really trying to figure out.
it was unexpected call! a call from IK. he was here last month. just to ask about my living and if i gotten a bf.. its alrd 10 months 2 days since im alone.. its hard to find someone to replace him or im not pretty/attractive enough to have bf.. i dont mind on having one or dont. never deny i feel lonely at times, but do you think i really care..? ok, i admit to forget him is so hard.. but now, im able to forget the love of my life..nomore cry at nights thinking of you..NOMORE YOU.
i always wanted to see jerry, but waiting for the time.. errm! you know what??! i like him! YES I DO!! :) its weird to like a guy b4 seeing him, but i find it so special to know someone tt i didnt see yet! hahaha!
i update the pics tt were taken yesterday with aisyah. brought her to town yesterday night, celebrating her bday.. bought a watch for her and treat her ramen ten since she don't know how to eat sushi.. hahaha! and it was so tired to laugh all the way.. trying to be funny and lame..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAH!!!MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS! :)
