thing shouldn't turn out this way. i know it's my mistake and my fault. & i'm hurt with what you said.
almost give up but i keep telling myself, no..!thats not the easy way out. i got to grow mature..ok, it hurts so bad that i don't feel like waking up and face the day. w/o his text the whole day just add on to my sadness. i feel like i got no hope...and i don't know what are we now. :(
but no matter what, i'm not giving u up. someone is getting on our ways, trying to get dirty with me by telling bullshits abt my bf. so why do he really concern if my bf is dating someone else or whatsoever? if he thinks my bf is just a flirt or womaniser, i guess he's wrong cos my bf is ain't like that. i know my bf than he know my bf that well.
he admit he checked on my bf. spying him. he must be a stalker. of all why me..? out of billion girls at network why me? and the funny thing is, he so fucking worried abt us. wtf?! u don't even know abt me and u can said BULLSHITS! please, mind ur own business!
hey friend, it's me the one should worry abt everything and not you. why?! i know, cos i'm rejecting u and chose him. so what? he's not ur property, friend. thanks for worry abt us, but i don't need that. i know how to handle it w/o ur advise or whatsoever. anw, thanks ya.
my heart still belongs to DAVIDSON even we are at the rocky stage. i'm sorry with what ive done hun. i shouldn't say things that hurt u so bad..
nobody know how much i treasure u, accept me. and i guess they don't need to know. cos they will be fucking surprise or shock to hear what i'm gg to tell them. so let me keep it to myself.
ok, Mon, i'm gg off to Batam and hopefully i can spend his birthday on Sat. i want to be the one who make his day. i want to be the reason why you smile always. after all i typed, i just don't know why i call him my bf when he don't even call me nick but just Dayah. ohhh, it hurtss.
