It's been few days i'm down, i don't know what happened to me, you or maybe us. & not sure if i'm the one who get carried away with my feelings or he notice it too. Okay, forget it! It's getting better anw.
Finally, met Smith on friday. It was a last minute thing, i don't even have the intention to see him maybe just because my friday is boring. Luckily Yus saved me with helping her with her new project. She texted me to come over to help her.. and so i came. We did some of it, and the rest, let she do it by herself. Lol! Chatted on the M guy... She just so funny when she talk abt that M guy.
So i met him, wanted to slack somewhr, nothing on my mind but Clarke Quay. He don't want too, but for the sake of me he can't do anything. & decided to take bus, but we wait for like 20 mins...still no sign of the bus. I gave up, wanted to leave and go somewhr. This time, he decided to go to AMK gardens again. Bought OCK food & big gulp. By the time reaching the top, i was soooo tired & sweating. Chose the best place to settle & start to chill. Trying to pour out everything but i didn't manage to do so due of lacking of confidence but just did some of it. He called his friend back in Nigeria, talked till my phone goes... tooot toot tooot tooot! I don't know what's wrong with him tt night, keep doing silly dance moves. & he said "5 mins of my madness!"
Went home happily, and cry to sleep that night, trying to figure it out why i'm feeling shitty.
Saturday was dull. I didn't do anything except for cleaning my house that look like a sty. Changed the curtains, halfway done. Lol! Had 2 naps of the day, keep on thinking how to contact Smith.. Ya, told u.. NO TECHNOLOGY. So, i tried to cheer myself by thinking positive, sleep, watch telly, eat & sleep again. Woke up, catch 'OM SHANTI OM' bet you it's my first time watching it after 3 yrs of the release. LOL! Later, decided to jog at stadium nearby & didn't know there's a match gg on. No idea which team versus which team, but all i know full of blacks. & then i started to think of Smith. I wanted him so much to play soccer, but he want to play if only i'm ard. Cos i said i don't want to follow him cos i will be talking alone, laughing alone. Everthing alone. OKAY OKAY...
Sue, Eida & 5 came over that night ard 11 plus. Chill at the dining table outside my house. Play uno for a while, trying so hard to beat 5, but in the end he won. I'm suck in that, & especially Smith agree on tt right? Haha! & Sue sleep over, slept late as we keep on talking on the old same thing. Errm, and manicured my fingers again..
Again, wth is gg on with me..i can't sleep..keep tossing&turning but can't get myself to sleep so i just plugged in my mp3, listening to love songs..or maybe Sue took half of my bed. Hahaha!
Woke up on Sunday morning feeling better, as if i got a wake up call. Saying, i should trust him no matter what & i do believe him.
Later, i had a small fight with younger bro who threaten me to tell mum abt Smith&me. I got no idea how he know it until he said,
Aidil: I TELL MUM ABT UR PICS @ UR HP! Me: (DAMN! MY PICS!) OHH! TELL LA, I DON'T CARE!! Aidil: I TELL!!( BUT HE DIDN'T ANW.) Me: I TELL MUM ABT UR MSGES (I DON'T EVEN KNOW ABT HIS MSGES, JUST TO THREATEN HIM LA KAN!) Aidil: OK!!!I TELL!! (HE DIDN'T TELL...SEE, HE DON'T DARE!) Me: TELL TO THE WHOLE WORLD LA..(&STARTED TO SHOUT IN MY HOUSE) YESSSS!! MY BOYFRIEND IS A NEGRO!! I VERY THE HAPPY TO HAVE BLACK BOYFRIEND!! WHY?! YOU JEALOUS AHHH???
& Mum like what's gg on... & me with "NO LA, I GOT NEGRO BOYFRIEND!" with the smile on my face!
Sue, she went on laughing her ass out looking at us, ya childish!
Went to Vivo to slack with Sue, & keep taking shots of us. & ppl ard us.. Countless lovers everywhr, tourists with the cameras..actually wanted to chill at David's, palnning to visit Kenny, of all... Lol! But he said they were at Telok Blangah & not free. Now, he regret went thr cos it's boring! ;p Eat her chocolate chip all the way home, talking craps. Imagine on getting big house with cars. Part tuh, dream on.
Cleaned my room, changed my photoframe to new one that i just printed yesterday. Throw alot of things..
Tmrw paper and yet to study. I just wanna catch movie. Bride Wars & The Wedding Game. But Smith, he watched the Bride Wars and not interested to watch the other one. So Sue? Would u like too? & i need to go and get myself base&top coat too...
I feel much much better cos we managed to chat online! :)
