Today, me feeling soo sleepy that I went overboard till Joo Koon instead to Pioneer, no problem cos 1 stop away. So panic but pretend nothing happen, what to do so tired, everynight infront of lappy. Doing nothing but bloghopping. Lol, luckily tmrw I'm on night shift. Tired!! Anw, went to Bugis with Puspa right after work, again we complain and talk rubbish..talk abt how can start a fire at cc, HV. Buat malu je!!
ITOUCH IN 5 DAYS TIME! Dress/top for club later yet so far..
Life is just envy abt me wanting to have some relaxing time, alone.
Things wasn't get any better the way I wanted. In fact, worst!
First, my mum fell down outside her workplace when she's walking back home. And I was not thr to help her and of course I feel sorry for her. But she complain too much, this and tt. Went for her xray and again I wasn't thr to accompany her and suddenly I feel like, "aku ni anak ape??" never think abt her mum. SHIT! This shouldn't be happening. And later I heard, my mum need big money for next mth, like.... So all this while, I'm the only daughter who support u? How abt abg?? Seriously it's not far, like I'm the only one who carrying this burden..whereas the other brothers?? So I keep myself shut so I won't be hurting my parents feelings eventhough I know it hurts me too.
Nowadays, I'm not on the bright side, many things tt affect me. WORK, FAMILY, LIFE, RSHIP. So fucking stress but yet, I keep quiet..
David wasn't thr when I need him so bad, I can't be bother to call or sms cos it never works. I know there's no point for me to stay, but I stay for the sake of LOVE. He's not the type of person who cares. Anw, he's not gg to be my future, so no worries. If he will, we gg to compromise everything and fix the spoilt part. Walauwei!! Why I'm talking abt this when I'm only 19 gg to 20? But I never deny, he's the only one my lovely boyf even he sucks at time. Lol!!
And yaaaa!! Planning to hit club next friday, Rebel or Butter Factory?? Errm, both?? Planning with C.C staffs.\ plus my bf. David, we will go!!!
CHARGE MY ENERGY, TMRW WITH KAKI GEREK, PUSPA, AISHAH, IM AND ME? YEAYYY!!
