When I drop you boy You'll need another toy One that won't stand up for herself When I knock you down You'll need another town Where somebody's gonna talk to you You just let me wait now it's too late For your delayed devotion.
You try to convince me About the possibilities But I know that all your poetry Just comes from insecurity Cos your actions mean nothing no more When it's what I've been waiting for Cos you've taken too much time To show me that you're mine
You played me for a fool for too long Blinded by your lies I never saw you're wrong I'm no longer under your spell Hear it in this song, you can go to hell.
Dear to you, after what you did to me today, I think and fucking sure that I deserve someone better than you. I don't know why I still think that I do love you eventhough I know you sucha fucked up person most of the time & I know you can break my heart anytime. Weird, why should I cry for a person like you that treat me like a toy.. & me, being like a fool..? It's clear to see and yet again, I never learn my lesson. *sighs*
I thought we are better off as friends, but this feelings I just can't hide that deep down I do care abt u, me, us. But I really thank God for what happened again today. ITS FUCKING CLEAR YOU ARE JUST SUCHA BASTARD. Asking her to come and being like a stupid lady who watched her bf playing game and left me alone like a fool. & you don't even care to call or sms me to show that you cares. It shows the real you, the fucking real you.
We are not going to fight or argue anymore. Not even going to pick up your calls and texting you again. I'm done with your game. & now, I need to learn how to let go things that are not mine. I know truth hurts but nothing can change it.
Afterall Dayah, he DON'T care about you, bitch. So stop hoping and move on with your life. All you need is time to get things over, slowly. It's about your happiness, Dayah. Once, think about yourself. You got a great career above and great friends and family who care about you and not that stupid BASTARD. Ain't worth your time for this kind of guy.
Let tomorrow be a better day for me. Get over it, chill pill with those who need me most. & ya, I'm happy with what I'm doing now. Again, I'm lying. Damn!
Okay, date with Yus tomorrow. This time I hate goodbye but for my goodness sake, for my happiness, for myself, I need to. I♥goodbye
