Sorry to those who I can't go out with. Deployment sucks but this is my job so yeah, and right after I'm done with it, Nydiah alrd like 'book' me for iftar. Then follow by Lin and Serene.
My deployment, urggh! No words can describe how tired am I, but I need to endure for like 2 more weeks and seriously, no time for family, friends except for my resting time. Cannot take it eh.. Sadly, I seldom break-fast at home and so far, last 2 days was my 1st time. What to do.. & I'm so sick with the food they provided. I mean, still can swallow but of course home food always the best. :)
Met Fad last few days on my first off day. Right after my 1st break-fast at home with my brothers, he text me and wanted to see me for awhile. Its been quite sometimes since we met. I don't know, but things turned out way better. Since we can't stay out longer, we spent the time wisely as I'm alrd look like zombie. Long for tt feeling baby! urrgh! No! I can't, I CANNOT! NOT READY. Stay this way is so much better rather than taking another step tt might just hurt us.
AND MY DEPLOYMENT SCHEDULE CHANGED. BEST! TT PART I LIKE!
I guess I need another power nap. Not enough okay eventhough I woke up at 2 pm. STILL, aku nak tido. I♥goodbye
